
I love the look on his face.
I'm still sick as hell. Well I feel better than I did, it hurts to read the computer screen.
I'm such a dumbass. Granted I am sick and my eyes burn when I look at the comp... but still. I posted below about this being Native American month. Duh, November, Thanksgiving... but really, who knows that, it's not like it's advertised like Black History Month (Feb). Our kids learn about that in school, the only things are kids learn about Indians (native americans) is that they are the ones with the feathered headbands.
I have serious 80s hair today. My hair is all poofy.
I have serious issues with my builder. Nothing is getting done. I've tried being nice. I've tried being a pain in the ass. I've really been trying NOT to be a bitch. I am a bitch. I need to let the Bitch out, but I already scare him. Maybe scare isn't the right word. I don't think he is used to a chic like me.
It's amazing how good ol' boys expect women to act. Not just women though, it's like the good ol' boys (I'm referring to men and women that are stuck in their ways and afraid of new things) truly have no clue what the rest of the nation is like. What to me is "real life" is seems non-existent here. (With the exception of the fabulous few that I have met here.)
I'm used to a no bullshit attitudes. The problem with that though is most of the time a no bullshit attitude comes with an attitude. I love living here though, because everyone is so nice, they smile when they lie to you.
I strive for a balance between the two. Being nice and no bull. Doesn't always work though, the Bitch gets let out. lol
Why do people lie so much? I truly believe if someone will be hurt by telling the truth, than honesty is not the best policy, but I mean TRULY hurt, DEVASTING CONSEQUENES hurt, NOT or poor me you made me feel bad. But some people lie over the stupidest shit. It pisses me off. Why? I don't get. Is it easier to lie?
I really do love it here. It is simpler and a better enviroment for my children, but does it prepare them for that "real life" I was talking about?
I have family that doesn't think so, but I do my best to expose them to culture, I'm strict on education (more than I should be, I think), I am adamant that they use their manners and are respectful to all people (the biggest thing I think all cultures are lacking). I think they will be sucessful no matter were they live and what they do. I love my kids.
OK the cold meds have made me all corny and crap.